Saturday, April 13, 2019
Friday, April 12, 2019
When I was talking to my sister about this event she said "Are you going to hang your certificate with your other awards?" and I laughingly reminded her this would be my very first art recognition. She was as surprised that I had never received an art award as I was to receive this one!
This led to a conversation about perceived success vs. true success. What you look like from the outside vs. how you see yourself. Do you feel invisible or seen? What does success mean to you?
I have always had a very workman like attitude toward art making. Maybe because I started in craft doing shows and commissions, maybe because I had in my head that if I was going to be a working creative I had to WORK, not play at it. Maybe because I worked in straight commission sales for 20 years in the past so I understood that effort = outcome. The bad news about this is that I really didn't allow myself time to "play" and discover new things unless I have a challenge or a goal or a show or a commission to act as a catalyst. So success meant making things I was proud of and being seen as a resource to people decorating their homes.
The good news for me is that I have been blessed enough to make things that people enjoy having in their homes enough to pay for them so I can buy more supplies and make MORE things that bring me joy and satisfaction and help me grow in my creative practice. Although I have exhibited in some fine galleries in the past I never really kept track of what I submitted or achieved, only what I sold. I recognize that probably sounds crass and not terribly art-y. Owning my own retail business kept everything very black and white. Did you pay your bills or not? Success meant running a successful business and being seen as a nimble entrepreneur.
Shifting from brick and mortar to a fairly virtual existence has brought this even more into high relief for me. Home repairs, a kid in college, medical bills, it all has to be paid for. But not having the responsibility of the retail business has given me the freedom to expand my art practice and push myself to do more of what is in my head instead of what I think the client standing in front of me wants. Not having the security blanket of my shop has forced me to step out and do uncomfortable things. Success meant challenging myself to try new things and simply be seen in a new market.
Lots of phone calls, lots of walking in cold to places, lots of entering events and show have equaled lots of "no, thank you's" and "We shall sees". More than a little stinging to the ego that. But I have been around the block enough to remember that I am not everyone's cup of tea. And that I need to practice what I preach and find the people that see something in my practice. They are out there. And in a cosmic coincidence, apparently one happened to jury the last show I entered.
So, this tired, 57 year old, self employed, do what you got to do to get it done, woman just won her first blue ribbon. And the artist in her feels seen.
Wednesday, April 10, 2019
I see in Anna what I jokingly call a support group of women who just LOVE to start things, see the potential in everyone and everything but don't necessarily take care of our own to- do lists when it comes to ourselves. Watching this clever, witty, talented person pivot with grace and enthusiasm gives me hope that I can do the same.
Tuesday, April 9, 2019
|It was warm enough to sit outside The Daily and watch the world go by. |
The Fig & Pig pizza was pretty darn tasty!
We had a good stroll, a good 6000 steps worth by my count, and wandered past a coffee shop. While my friend grabbed herself a coffee I checked my email and HUZZAH Plaza Art was having an in store sale. 10 large canvasses and a dozen tubes of paint later, I hit the road.
|Carytown Collective reminded my a LOT of my old brick and mortar in Falls Church. |
Really interesting range of artists and artisans and the owner was wonderful.
|Glass Boat was a stunningly curated fashion and home goods shop. |
I didn't shop early enough to get this in my size but I covet it!
|Sexy salon set-up at Ruth & Ollie. I was enthralled by their chair selection!|
|Also feel blessed that I found a local replacement for Alice-who-has-cut-my-hair-for-thirty-years. |
Thanks for the trim Hayley! (This was dried by driving home with the windows open - she's good!)
Monday, April 8, 2019
Sunday, April 7, 2019
|"Constance" part of the Sea Change series|
Individuals can only make decisions for themselves but when they gather together to affect change - profound things can happen. A sea change can occur. Over the last year and a half I have been painting a collection of resolute women are examples of the traits needed to affect change. Buried within the contemporary mixed media portraits are scraps of ephemera that harken back to a time when women didn't have a voice in public. It's important to absorb the past to illuminate the future.
After a solo show last year of resolute women of all shapes, sizes and colors I am expanding my Sea Change series to include more faces of valiant humans that want to change the world for the better.
I believe the next generation sees the world in an entirely different way than I did when I was in my teens and twenties. Talking to my kids and their friends I am thoroughly encouraged by their fierceness, intelligence and despair of their cynicism and stoicism. I do believe that they will be part of a sea change that will make the world an entirely different place when they are in their mid-life.
As a encouragement seemingly from above, this weekend one of my series paintings "Constance" took the blue ribbon at the 2nd annual juried show at Gloucester Arts at Arts on Main in Gloucester, Virginia. This honor came with a cash prize and a solo show at the gallery in 2020. I am thrilled with the concept that these voices, these faces, these ideals that inspire me will be able to be shared with you in this wonderful space.
The best part of the evening was speaking to curator Jennifer Morningstar and listening to her thought process on how she picked the award winners for the evening. Listening to someone tell you how and why what you made with your own two hands moves them was very special. I will never forget it.
If you would like to follow the progress of the work please visit my art website here. There you will find social media links, photos galleries and an online shop for originals, prints and cards.